[12-30-2025] >> I feel like a horrible person. My brother wants to spend time with me and I'm working on my game. I wish I could find the words to express how much game development means to me. I can't make them understand why this matters so much. My only hope is that one day my stories help other people like they've helped me. I'm so tired of trying to prove I'm an artist, and I don't know why it matters so much to me that I'm recognized as such. I just want to be seen. It doesn't matter how many eyes, it doesn't matter for how long. Just knowing I could hae an impact like that on another person is incredible to me, which probably is just the shut-in side-effects, but whatever. Reading that back, you can definitely tell I'm high, i should probably lay down.